In 5 days it will be 10 months since my dear Teen has heard from her mother.
I can’t even begin to tell you how much it breaks my heart.
Even though we havent talked about it in a while. I think she is starting to focus on living her life without her in it at all. Which is sad, but definitely for the best.
My mom has been visiting for the last couple of days, and it seems that the Teen corrected her about who her Mom really is. She’s just started referring to me as “Mama” in the last couple years. Really since the Maniac was born. But my mom taking about something that was mine and she used my name.. and the Teen replied, “That’s my Mom’s.” Or something like that. I found it very interesting.. but in a wonderful and good way of course.
So get this-
I’m sure I’ve mentioned that I tend to
stalk check out the Baby Mama’s Facebook page fairly regularly. I learn lots of interesting things from it. She appears to have a boyfriend now. She changed her profile picture to a silhouette of the two of them kissing. Lovely.
Here comes the intrigue…
A few days ago I see a post on her wall from her mother. (This is a direct quote by the way)
Baby Mama’s Crazy Mama- “What are you having?????? Still waiting????????”
Baby Mama- ” Don’t know yet. It’s killing me to!”
I see only two possible explanations for this conversation..
1. Making dinner plans.
2. Baby Mama has a bun in the oven.
Oh, and a few hours after I saw this post, it was gone!
I don’t even have words to describe my feelings if it is indeed #2.
My poor Teen. She’s not going to take that well at all. And seriously, how do you explain that… “Oh, sorry.. I have bothered to call you in almost a year.. blah blah blah.. oh yea and by the way you have another half sibling.”
I’ll keep you posted if I find anything else out.